A New 10

by John Harris

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1.
She woke up, she wanted a new life We broke up, she never was a good wife We were living in a fantasy Seemed she wanted someone I couldn't be And she ended it all, and she ended it all, and she ended it all We were living a picture perfect dream She wanted something else between the sheets She told me she was settling for me She wanted something innocent and sweet She felt no remorse, she felt no remorse, she felt no remorse All I wanted was a world With a perfect romance, the strongest composure But underneath the creaking floors Grew the roots of a sad fate, no hope for closure Now I see it, the lie she let me lead I'm tortured by a void inside of me 16 years and you don't love me anymore So go on and find your little whore She laughed and she's gone, she laughed and she's gone She laughed and she's gone
2.
I fell asleep with a noose around my neck And I woke up to a strange light And what happened next leads me to believe That we've lived a strange life And what happens now? You said goodbye While I looked up to the night sky I'm afraid for you. No, I'm afraid for me This isn't how it should be And now our story takes a strange turn... You're strong enough to get through this I've said it before. You were my best friend You're strong enough to get through this You've done it before, and you'll do it again You always had a strength no one else could see A strength that inspired me But God, times are tough, and the fog is thick I don't have to tell you this What happens now? They said I died So I'll move on with my own life I'm here for you, I wish I was here for me I guess this is how it's going to be And now our story takes a strange turn... You're strong enough to get through this I've said it before. You were my best friend You're strong enough to get through this You've done it before, and you'll do it again ​You have your demons, so do I I took you for granted, you said goodbye But I'm here for you after all I can't see you fall
3.
I caught myself praying last night to a God that I don't know I fell asleep and I dreamed just right And I woke up to see you go ​ I'd give my life for just one more day One more night inside your arms I still remember at night when you'd say It's your turn to sing this song Oh God I want to hear the song Goodnight, sweetheart, well it's time to go Goodnight, sweetheart, well it's time to go I'd hate to leave you but I really must say Goodnight, sweetheart, goodnight If I could make just one wish on a star It would be to see you smile I want to know just who you really are Just one word could go a mile I'm wishing and waiting for a day To prove I've changed cuz I was wrong I'm hoping that I can hear you say "It's your turn to sing the song." Oh God I want to sing our song
4.
Rum 03:34
Until my dying day, I'll take a break to wash the pain away And I know just where to go to forget my trouble That I never thought I'd know That night I held her tight, I kissed her softly And it felt so right But now you see she abandoned me To find another, only one thing sets me free Pour me one more shot of rum To make sure the day is done To forget that we are living 'Til we see the rising sun Let the memories fade out Drink the last drip from the spout Forget to start forgiving And forget what the pain was about La di da di La da di di La da da di di You said to me that we can't be Also said forever in matrimony But now I'm here with this beer But I need more, I miss you so my dear I remember nights by candlelight When I saw heaven in the most beautiful of sights Those pictures tell, but don't serve me well I knew I loved you, I'll see you in hell Pour me one more shot of rum To make sure the day is done To forget that we are living 'Til we see the rising sun Let the memories fade out Drink the last drip from the spout Forget to start forgiving And forget what the pain was about
5.
Purple Light 03:25
Do you remember that night in the moving purple light? We put some R&B on, made sure the shades were drawn ​ Do you remember that night the smoke cleared and you were high? We turned the bubbles on. I never knew that you'd be gone Purple hot, purple cold You said come with me I did what I was told Purple bright, purple dim You climbed up on me Let the memories begin As I lay with you deep inside of you There wasn't much I could say, there wasn't much I could do Do you remember that night in the cooling Autumn night? I never wanted to leave, you were part of me
6.
Great Escape 04:52
As I sit here in this hotel room with a bowl and a bottle of rum Things I never needed before, you took my soul and my sun And there's the place that we first lived We got some pets to start our life And where's the love that you would give? You took a vow to be my wife Now we're on a great escape. I loved you so, but lost the game You broke my heart and it's too late. I'll end it all with a great escape There's the place that you once worked Helping others lost in this world And there's the place where you would drink With your friend that couldn't think There's the diner on that road Where late at night we would go But I can't take it anymore I'll end it all in Buffalo Now we're on a great escape. I loved you so, but lost the game You broke my heart and it's too late. I'll end it all with a great escape ​The demons claw at my flesh. They reach my heart but I don't care If the beating stops then I'm dead Nothing can stop them as I'm aware
7.
Final Scream 06:18
I don't belong in this day and age. I can't sleep, I'm obsolete I sing my songs, cuz I can't seem to pray. I'm so weak, I'm obsolete So close your eyes and see that I could never really be me As lost as I seem I'm stuck in this haunting dream I've given me a chance to fall in a crashing fireball Soul tells me to dream It's your name on my final scream I found hope in a lasting smile of a girl I know from a time unknown I dream of a world where it was only us But she's so scared, so I don't know To her I say take my hand in a leap of faith, to her I say I promise you the world if you can save my soul In a fairytale world. In our own world
8.
You came into my life just when I needed you And everything I could ever like is part of you You taught me how to live my life like a child You gave me hope in my twilight, it's wild ​Please don't let this go, please give this a chance You healed me to my core with your sacred trance Please just let me know, please give me a chance I'll give you my mortal soul for your goddess dance I was broken in a world that had left me But then I met a broken soul just like me You gave me a new hope that I couldn't see Now I owe you everything, you complete me
9.
Breakthrough 04:07
Last night I dreamt of you I was seeing no face, you were being replaced By the silhouette of a girl That time could never tell after being through hell I'm strong enough I tell myself Reaching for some hope on the highest shelf I'm strong enough I tell myself Looking for some hope on the bottom shelf I'm having trouble seeing through All the anger and the pain, the snow and the rain All I needed was a breakthrough I'll take it day by day, now you're fading away From me I'm getting over everything The words that you said made me wish I was dead And God knows that I tried I'll move on with my life I don't need you as a wife
10.
Walk Away 03:39
The morning that you left my dad said there was nothing he could say My mom cried with every breath While you packed your stuff and walked away ​ A few days of feeling dead, I went to them and I was terrified I told them that I needed help; their little boy was dead inside I wonder if you could know just how far I would go To feel less miserable? But I don't think that you cared When I got to the hospital the police said they wished the best for me But it just seemed impossible that I could ever be free I remember the cold nights staring out the window at the city lights My family would visit me; I will never be all right How can I ask them to help me get through all this pain? How do I tell those who love me what's going on inside my brain? I'll put on a happy face and pretend that I'm gonna be ok While my life is shattered when you chose to walk away

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After a long stay in the hospital following a suicide attempt after John's wife of 10 years left him, A New 10 is an album about unreal pain and suffering leading into something better

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released April 10, 2018

Mixed and mastered by Jeremy Stimpert

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Otherworldly Entity Syracuse, New York

Otherworldly Entity is a nu-metal hard rock band from Syracuse, NY with their debut album Cataclysm. Otherworldly Entity has opened for prestigious bands like Cold, and has been building a reputation for their darkness.

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